What is love?
Haddaway wrote a song about this very question and I think just about every person ever in existance have pondered this. There is many different levels of love. For example, there is the love that a child has for a parent, that a brother has for a brother, that a person has for a friend, that God has for us all, and that husband has for a wife. I'm sure there is alot more but that's all I can think of right now. How many of these kinds of love have I experienced? A few.. I love my parents, my family, my brother, my friends, and of course, the one and only Jesus. One love that I have most recently experienced is that for my boyfriend Rick. I'll admit I've been very hurt and very untrusting but I do love him. One thing I've learned though is that you can never really learn to love somebody till you've lived with that person and spent time with them. It's one thing to talk to someone everyday but you don't know how that person acts in certain situations and stuff. It takes time. One thing for sure is that two half peoples don't make one whole when they come together. Two whole people make one whole person when they come together. I'll admit that I have alot of problems and need to work them out. I also am still growing. I have my whole life ahead of me to learn and to become the woman God wants me to become.
I love Jesus.. I love Mom and Dad. I love Sam. I love my animals. How do I prove these? I don't know. Sure I tell them but I pray and talk to Jesus. I help my parents out and spend time with them. I always go out with Sam and find ways to do things for him. My animals... well i give them kisses, pet them, play with them, feed them, and take care of them.
I want what most girls want. I want the knight in shining armor to come rescue me. Not that my life here is so terrible, it's actually really great. But i've spent my whole life being a monster and a girl should be seen as a beautiful thing. God made us beautiful, all of us. Rick made me feel beautiful, he showed me how beautiful I was, even when I couldn't see it. He's the only one, other than my parents, to make me feel this way. I need.. not need but want a Godly man, an honorable man, a man that will stand by his word and by God's word. I think of the scene at the very end of Pretty Woman when Richard Gere comes riding on his white limo and comes and takes Julia Roberts away. In the second version of The Parent Trap the mother says something along the lines of, "I got on that plane and you didn't come after me." In the end she leaves again, but he does come and get her. I want that romance.
Rick once told me that he loved me and he would do anything for me. He wanted to be with me and no matter what I did he would always forgive me and do anything he had to to be with me. Do i need to prove my love? I sure will try. But, how can I prove my love to someone who isn't here?
Haddaway wrote a song about this very question and I think just about every person ever in existance have pondered this. There is many different levels of love. For example, there is the love that a child has for a parent, that a brother has for a brother, that a person has for a friend, that God has for us all, and that husband has for a wife. I'm sure there is alot more but that's all I can think of right now. How many of these kinds of love have I experienced? A few.. I love my parents, my family, my brother, my friends, and of course, the one and only Jesus. One love that I have most recently experienced is that for my boyfriend Rick. I'll admit I've been very hurt and very untrusting but I do love him. One thing I've learned though is that you can never really learn to love somebody till you've lived with that person and spent time with them. It's one thing to talk to someone everyday but you don't know how that person acts in certain situations and stuff. It takes time. One thing for sure is that two half peoples don't make one whole when they come together. Two whole people make one whole person when they come together. I'll admit that I have alot of problems and need to work them out. I also am still growing. I have my whole life ahead of me to learn and to become the woman God wants me to become.
I love Jesus.. I love Mom and Dad. I love Sam. I love my animals. How do I prove these? I don't know. Sure I tell them but I pray and talk to Jesus. I help my parents out and spend time with them. I always go out with Sam and find ways to do things for him. My animals... well i give them kisses, pet them, play with them, feed them, and take care of them.
I want what most girls want. I want the knight in shining armor to come rescue me. Not that my life here is so terrible, it's actually really great. But i've spent my whole life being a monster and a girl should be seen as a beautiful thing. God made us beautiful, all of us. Rick made me feel beautiful, he showed me how beautiful I was, even when I couldn't see it. He's the only one, other than my parents, to make me feel this way. I need.. not need but want a Godly man, an honorable man, a man that will stand by his word and by God's word. I think of the scene at the very end of Pretty Woman when Richard Gere comes riding on his white limo and comes and takes Julia Roberts away. In the second version of The Parent Trap the mother says something along the lines of, "I got on that plane and you didn't come after me." In the end she leaves again, but he does come and get her. I want that romance.
Rick once told me that he loved me and he would do anything for me. He wanted to be with me and no matter what I did he would always forgive me and do anything he had to to be with me. Do i need to prove my love? I sure will try. But, how can I prove my love to someone who isn't here?
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