The New Guy in my Life

Ok... so i was quite upset about the whole Aaron thing.. But I'm over it. I've moved on. It's a blessing. It really is. I'm so glad that I can go through my day and life without thinking about him and getting all depressed. It's amazing what the Lord will do. So I've started going to my bro's church on Sunday Nights for Intersection, the youth meetings. Just thought it'd be fun and it gives me the opportunity to spend more time with my bro, his wife, and the Lord. A while back Sam (that's my bro) showed me a video he created featuring the Youth Pastor, Rick, in a little Spider man skit. That was where i first saw him. Yes i thought he was cute. But didn't think much of it. So i started going to Intersection. It's really fun. The worship is great, the music awesome, and the messages are wonderful and have alot of meaning. At first I would sit upstairs in the Booth with Sam and Kelly. But now Kelly and I sit with everyone else. Anyways i'm getting off track. O.K. I don't remember when it was that I first began to like Rick... just kind of happened. I let it slip to Sam and Kelly and Sam just said, "I knew it!" and then he laughed. So ever since then I've been hounded by Sam and Kelly about it. Anyways.. I always get all giggly and stuff. About a week or two ago, Sam and Rick were working on some music and they were at Sam's apt. It fit really nicely b/c Kelly invited me over on the same night and we had dinner together. Oh it was pure bliss. :) hehehe. Just to see him sitting there and actually getting to talk to him (well i didn't talk at all, i just listened to him talk), and just being with him made me so happy. **sigh** He is such a cutie and he's tall, and funny, and nice, and smart, and oh so hot! **blush**
Ok.. well last night was another step in the Rick odessey. Had a wonderful Intersection service and all that. Afterwards I really wanted to tell Rick how much i loved his songs, and how i thought he was so funny, and all that. I was quite nervous but Kelly kicked me in his direction and after a little bit of waiting I finally got to him. Kelly went to shake his hand and he laughed at us, "What are you doing? I'm not going to shake your hands! You are my girlfriends!" Then he proceeded to giving Kelly and Me hugs. Oh!! I hadn't expected this! I was in his arms! Something I've dreamed about but never expected.. i was in Rick's arms being hugged! Oh i could have melted into a big pile of mush right there. **sighs** Then i told him about his songs and being funny etc etc.. oh the flutterbies in my stomach were going crazy, my legs were jello and weak, and my face was burning bright red. Yeah... and that was it. Now.. i can't stop thinking about him. And I'm just head over heels for him. That's just my life.....