The Thorn in My Side
Well it seems that I have been cursed to forever be alone. I'm one of those people who will never fine love throughout their entire existance. Doomed to wander the world without someone by my side. I will be one of those old wrinkly ladies with thousands of cats and little children will run passed my house screaming, "Run!! Run from the crazy Cat lady!!!" Don't laugh... it's quite possible true. What has made me make such a judgement... well let's see, I'm single, always been single, always rejected, always seem to attract the "wrong' kind of guy, and though I know I'm a great person no one seems to notice (cept my buddies, Love you all!). The main thing that triggered this in my mind was attending Intersection. Was a normal service with the usual great worship, hilarious yet most informative skits, lots of people... however.. my friend Sarah was not present and there was a most unheartening story told. Yes I've admitted before in the past that I'm head over heels for Rick Gebauer. Who wouldn't be?! So he is talking to the youth group, giving his sermon, and all was well. But then he goes into some off the subject kind of story, as he tends to do. This anecdote however was not the usual embarrasing stories, neither was about his lack of love, in fact it was about a date.
Rick: "So I just went out on a date not too long ago..." (the youth group cheers, 'cept for me who is totally stunned)
Wait a second.. isn't this the guy who just told me not too long ago that the Lord hasn't put that into his life? Uhhh....
Rick: "You all know me.. when a girl asks me to go on a date I'm all 'YES!'"
Hmm... I do recall telling Rick how I felt about him and I never got that kind of reaction... Little to be known I left right away. I just couldn't handle it. So really, is there something wrong with me? I don't think so. I'm cute, I'm intelligent, I have a bright future ahead of me. Well.. like I said, I'm cursed forever to be alone.
Well it seems that I have been cursed to forever be alone. I'm one of those people who will never fine love throughout their entire existance. Doomed to wander the world without someone by my side. I will be one of those old wrinkly ladies with thousands of cats and little children will run passed my house screaming, "Run!! Run from the crazy Cat lady!!!" Don't laugh... it's quite possible true. What has made me make such a judgement... well let's see, I'm single, always been single, always rejected, always seem to attract the "wrong' kind of guy, and though I know I'm a great person no one seems to notice (cept my buddies, Love you all!). The main thing that triggered this in my mind was attending Intersection. Was a normal service with the usual great worship, hilarious yet most informative skits, lots of people... however.. my friend Sarah was not present and there was a most unheartening story told. Yes I've admitted before in the past that I'm head over heels for Rick Gebauer. Who wouldn't be?! So he is talking to the youth group, giving his sermon, and all was well. But then he goes into some off the subject kind of story, as he tends to do. This anecdote however was not the usual embarrasing stories, neither was about his lack of love, in fact it was about a date.
Rick: "So I just went out on a date not too long ago..." (the youth group cheers, 'cept for me who is totally stunned)
Wait a second.. isn't this the guy who just told me not too long ago that the Lord hasn't put that into his life? Uhhh....
Rick: "You all know me.. when a girl asks me to go on a date I'm all 'YES!'"
Hmm... I do recall telling Rick how I felt about him and I never got that kind of reaction... Little to be known I left right away. I just couldn't handle it. So really, is there something wrong with me? I don't think so. I'm cute, I'm intelligent, I have a bright future ahead of me. Well.. like I said, I'm cursed forever to be alone.
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