Sunday, September 14, 2003

Attention World

I would like to apologize to the people who read my blog in presenting certain people improperly. You know, opinion isn't truth. And this journal for the most part is just my opinion and you have to realize that sometimes when i write I'm excessively angry, sad, or happy. We all over exaggerate at some point in our lives. But most importantly I want to say I'm sorry to Rick for having him find out my feelings this way instead of telling him personally. I was wrong.

But another thing that I must point upon. Linda, I'd appreciate it if you got your nose out of my business. How dare you judge me, you don't even know me. We aren't all perfect people Linda, and you are one to talk.

Here are some tidbits of love and affection Linda has recently sent me... ( Linda is Rick's mother btw.)

"It sounds like you are acting like a junior high school child who doesn’t realize that the world doesn’t revolve around your timetable."

"Ricky is far too precious and special to be treated this way. He deserves someone who will love him unconditionally and who will be his helpmate in the path he has chosen. "
Says the mother who tells her own son that he is a burden and how much of a dissapointment he is to her.

"I know you have been disappointed before and perhaps maybe you need to begin looking at the reasons why. If you have been disappointed that much maybe the problem is with you and not the guys."

"I can tell you this, I will encourage my son to stay in Oklahoma." Says the mother who throws out her own children from their home just because she wants it to herself.


I must say how much I appreciate your lovely words Linda and yes I will take into consideration all the problem I have that guys would rather not be with me. But I must say for certain, if it is over between Rick and I, I will rejoice in the fact that I will never have to meet you. I did quite enjoy all the times I was told that Rick shouldn't be with me because I didn't want kids and that I was just some girl who wanted to be loved and would get it from anywhere if i could.

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