Feeling a little lonely

Today was a good day. I got to spend it with my folks. We went out to the mall, ate at a couple restaurants, saw a movie, and just had fun together. Sure there were times when I was a little miffed at them because they would say something totally uncalled for, but hey, I still love hanging out with them. I don't know. I really haven't been able to spend time with them much lately so I should be cherishing this time. But, at the same time, I wish I was having fun with my friends or someone 'special.' My parents are all gone this weekend of course because it's Thanksgiving, Sam moved to Utah a month or so ago, and I don't have a boyfriend. Bah.. it's really not like I'm alone! I have friends, family, and such. I just wish that I was doing the things I was when I had a boyfriend.

When I dated David, we went out and hung out with other people all the time. I went to his hockey games, we'd go to sporting events and I'd get hurt, it was also just nice to have someone to watch t.v. with. When I dated Brek, we always had a good time. We went swimming, we'd go to museums, we'd go dancing every week or go hang out with our friends at bars and concerts. I had so much fun with Brek.

Now.. I talk to a couple guys on the phone. They are great guys. Don't get me wrong. But it just isn't the same. They live like an hour from me and don't have transportation or the funds to do anything. Le sigh. I don't want to lose faith either with Jay Jay, but.. le sigh, I need to be patient. I'm not going to say anything that might hinder or cancel out any of my blessings. I just gotta be patient.