Friday, February 20, 2004

My Life is a Jerry Springer Episode

You know what I'm talking about, I know you've watched at least one of episode of Springer. It's a fabulous show, one of the best. My brother and I like have lunch together in the afternoons and sit down and watch some good ole Jerry. Not that we get some kind of sick pleasure from it, we just like laughing at the idiotic people. Are people really like that? Well.. I guess they are. One thing that has always irritated me about the show are the girls. These girls are just insane. They with some guy (who is usually totally ugly) and then when the guy cheats on them or something they go balistic (which is understandable). But they don't get angry with the guy, they are angry at the bitch that he is screwing. Of course the guy will 'feel bad' and be all, "I'm so sorry baby. I won't do it again." And the stupid girls take the guy back. It just blows my mind. He ain't worth it hunny! You could do so much better! ..... Sadly however, I find my self in almost the same position.

I have David. He hasn't cheated on me, we never had a commitment. He does however have a girlfriend and on many occasions lied to me. Supposedly he started having feelings for me **aww!** and was having difficulty with his girlfriend Martha. So he was struggling between who he wanted to be with, because I was at the point where I didn't want there to be a Martha anymore. He kept saying he would take care of it, but days turned into weeks etc etc. I couldn't take it anymore. Like I've said before, if he had really wanted to be with me, he would have been. I was so angry with David that the past couple days haven't been so bad. **woo! You go girl!** Then the reality of the situation hit and I broke down. I was so strong, now I feel so weak. I find myself turning into those girls who consistantly run back to the man who isn't treating them they way they should. Even though they just get hurt, they keep coming back. What makes a woman do this? On many occasions Jerry has asked why? The same reply they all give is, "Because I love him Jerry." ** aww, boo!**

Jerry: If you know what he's done to you in the past, why do you want to be with him? Can you really trust this guy? If he doesn't want to be with you, why do you keep pursueing him?
Me: Because I love him. It's so painstakingly true.

** Jerry Jerry Jerry!**

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