The Straw That Broke The Camel's Back

I had a conversation with Jason today. I just wanted to have my friend back and see what he was up to. It didn't end well.

Fairest of Them All says:
do I ever get to talk to you again?
Jason says:

Jason says:
Anna, what do you want from me?
Fairest of Them All says:
hi
Fairest of Them All says:
well... i suppose i was just hoping to have my friend back
Fairest of Them All says:
we don't talk anymore
Fairest of Them All says:
i miss talking with you
Jason says:
k..
Jason says:
I'll always be here if you need an ear or advice, ya know
Fairest of Them All says:
are you alright?
Fairest of Them All says:
why are you so distant?
Jason says:
Distant...
Jason says:
Maybe because everytime I start talking to you again you accost me and somewhere inside you're hoping that it's gonna "go somewhere"
Jason says:
And that's no friendship at all
Fairest of Them All says:
i'd be your friend no matter what
Fairest of Them All says:
accost?
Jason says:
Let's just say that I get the impression that the only reason you keep talking to me or wanting to be my friend is because there will be more in the future
Fairest of Them All says:
is it wrong to want to be with someone? but since you are so against the idea that's all you have to say and I won't pursue you anymore. Whether you want to be my friend or not, that's up to you
Fairest of Them All says:
i'm here.. i've always been here
Fairest of Them All says:
what you just said makes no sense to me
Fairest of Them All says:
are you saying i wouldn't talk to you if there wasn't a chance for something in the future?
Fairest of Them All says:
i beg to differ
Fairest of Them All says:
i have friends who i'm with and i know their wont be a future
Fairest of Them All says:
i was dating my friend david for a while and we broke up but we're still friends
Fairest of Them All says:
we hang out all the time.. and both of us know nothing will ever happen
Fairest of Them All says:
i've prayed for you to have happiness and i always hope you are doing well.
Jason says:
I appreciate that
Jason says:
I do the same for you
Fairest of Them All says:
whether i'm in the picture or not, but at least i make an effort to try and be nice to you. i want to be your friend. but it seems like you don't want to be mine
Fairest of Them All says:
i don't deserve to be treated like this
Jason says:
*sigh*
Jason says:
Anna I never did anything to you
Jason says:
And it's not all about you
Jason says:
Please stop pursuing me for a romantic relationship, either actively or passively
Jason says:
And I do think you're a sweet girl, with a lot of potential
Jason says:
but at the moment, I have no desire to pursue a friendship with you
Fairest of Them All says:
alright
Fairest of Them All says:
good bye Jason. May the Lord keep you and Bless you. I hope you have a full and happy life. Fare well.
Jason says:
see ya

Needless to say I was very upset. I lost my friend. But there isn't much I can do about it. Overall my experiences with guys just haven't been good and I'm ready to leave them behind. This has made me want to focus on just my life and focus even more on God. Though I'm saddened by what has happened, I'm ready to move on.

"I can do all things throug Christ who strengthens me." Phillipians 4:19