I am Clingy, Possessive, and get Easily Attached.
So I was just on here thinking and looking at friends and such. Not talking to anyone, er.. no one talking to me. And I had a realization. I am Clingy, Possessive, and I get attached easily. Now seriously. I'm being honest here. When I meet a guy who I like, I go after him. Not necessarily with all force, no holds barred kind of thing. But I at least try. Well if there is any kind of connection (which usually ends up only being a 'friend' vibe) I immediately cling to that person. All my attention and emotions are absorbed solely with that person. Along with that, I get easily attached. Anytime I have to be away from that person, I'm not my happiest and they always just brighten my day. I mean, I could have known them for a like a day or something, but I'll automatically be totally devoted to that person. It's wierd. Then, I get really possessive. I tend to get jealous really easily. I know that guys have other female friends, but I don't like it. I want them all to myself. If they aren't talking to me but paying attention to another girl, I get offended and bitter. I really hate being like this. I feel like that right now. I've been talking to this one guy for a while. Really nice, Really kewl guy. I just met this guy once. We had a great time together. He kissed me. And Wham! All that crap came up. But it's stupid, because 1. He lives in another city, not close at all! 2. I barely know the guy. 3. I like him a lot, but I know there is no future there. So I'm just being silly. But.. I still feel that way. Le sigh......
So I was just on here thinking and looking at friends and such. Not talking to anyone, er.. no one talking to me. And I had a realization. I am Clingy, Possessive, and I get attached easily. Now seriously. I'm being honest here. When I meet a guy who I like, I go after him. Not necessarily with all force, no holds barred kind of thing. But I at least try. Well if there is any kind of connection (which usually ends up only being a 'friend' vibe) I immediately cling to that person. All my attention and emotions are absorbed solely with that person. Along with that, I get easily attached. Anytime I have to be away from that person, I'm not my happiest and they always just brighten my day. I mean, I could have known them for a like a day or something, but I'll automatically be totally devoted to that person. It's wierd. Then, I get really possessive. I tend to get jealous really easily. I know that guys have other female friends, but I don't like it. I want them all to myself. If they aren't talking to me but paying attention to another girl, I get offended and bitter. I really hate being like this. I feel like that right now. I've been talking to this one guy for a while. Really nice, Really kewl guy. I just met this guy once. We had a great time together. He kissed me. And Wham! All that crap came up. But it's stupid, because 1. He lives in another city, not close at all! 2. I barely know the guy. 3. I like him a lot, but I know there is no future there. So I'm just being silly. But.. I still feel that way. Le sigh......


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