The Irony of Life
Man... Life is really crazy sometimes. I went to The Church last night, for my last visit. It was a good evening, definately not the most fun night I've had there, but ever since Brek and I stopped talking, it hasn't been the same. Nonetheless, I'm glad that I went. I ran into my friends Cody and Robert there. Cody and I exchanged phone numbers and e-mail address so we can keep in touch. Cody really is a sweetie, he looks kind of creepy and scary, but he's so gentle at heart. I'm glad to have him as a friend.
As for Robert.. well you all remember Robert aka Bob. Hahaha. Man. So if you remember any of my old blogs, Bob is the topic of many. When I was 18/19, I was all about Bob. Of course he treated me badly and needless to say that relationship died. But then miraculously we became friends again. He's nice to talk with and of course he always makes me feel gorgeous. When I saw him last night we talked alot and hung out, he tried to dance with me but I just don't dance well with other people, except Brek. Brek is the greatest dance partner I ever had. Anywho... when we were saying our goodbyes and I was ready to come home, he wouldn't let me go and kept trying to kiss me. Bleh! I kept pulling away and was so uncomfortable. I know he's sad to see me leave and he tells me how much of fool he had been. I just laugh and agree.
I walked away quite contently. Seriously, it's funny this thing we call life. For the most part in my past I've done nothing but fawn over guys and was rejected constantly. Now, I have several guys who like me and would like to have a relationship with me. I'm so picky now and I am the one being chased after and rejecting them all. The other example of course is Jason. Man.. now that's a trip. I don't think he gets the point that I don't like him. I mean he's a nice guy, but I'm always so uncomfortable around him.
**laugh** I'm so adorable!
Man... Life is really crazy sometimes. I went to The Church last night, for my last visit. It was a good evening, definately not the most fun night I've had there, but ever since Brek and I stopped talking, it hasn't been the same. Nonetheless, I'm glad that I went. I ran into my friends Cody and Robert there. Cody and I exchanged phone numbers and e-mail address so we can keep in touch. Cody really is a sweetie, he looks kind of creepy and scary, but he's so gentle at heart. I'm glad to have him as a friend.
As for Robert.. well you all remember Robert aka Bob. Hahaha. Man. So if you remember any of my old blogs, Bob is the topic of many. When I was 18/19, I was all about Bob. Of course he treated me badly and needless to say that relationship died. But then miraculously we became friends again. He's nice to talk with and of course he always makes me feel gorgeous. When I saw him last night we talked alot and hung out, he tried to dance with me but I just don't dance well with other people, except Brek. Brek is the greatest dance partner I ever had. Anywho... when we were saying our goodbyes and I was ready to come home, he wouldn't let me go and kept trying to kiss me. Bleh! I kept pulling away and was so uncomfortable. I know he's sad to see me leave and he tells me how much of fool he had been. I just laugh and agree.
I walked away quite contently. Seriously, it's funny this thing we call life. For the most part in my past I've done nothing but fawn over guys and was rejected constantly. Now, I have several guys who like me and would like to have a relationship with me. I'm so picky now and I am the one being chased after and rejecting them all. The other example of course is Jason. Man.. now that's a trip. I don't think he gets the point that I don't like him. I mean he's a nice guy, but I'm always so uncomfortable around him.
**laugh** I'm so adorable!
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