| Shallow Anna Marie Hi. My name is Anna Marie and I'm Shallow. How shallow, extremely. Probably not as bad as Shallow Hal, but darn near close. I'm really sick and tired of being hit on by really ugly guys, old guys, married guys (besides Jason N.), and fat guys. Some of them, super nice and great guys. Others have real big social problems and personality issues. It just drives me up the wall! It's like I'm a magnet for unattractive, immature, needy, baggage toting, unstable boys. I emphasize boys here. Like I get e-mails and IMs from guys and while we get along I'm always disappointed by the photos they send. Seriously.. ick. I can hear my once upon a time friend Samantha's voice screaming in my head.. "Don't they deserve someone too?" And I think yes, they do. However, it's not me! I deserve someone good looking and someone who thinks I'm good looking. He doesn't have to be the most handsome guy ever.. just to me he does. Sure personality helps and it a definate bonus, but why wake up every morning to someone you don't want to sit and stare are for hours? It's hard being honest with people. I try to be, but it definately doesn't happen all the time. There is this whole hurting people's feelings thing. I want people to be honest with me even if it hurts my feelings yet I'm not able to give the same curtosy. But.. most people probably don't want to hear the truth. I don't know if I really feel bad for being this way... perhaps not for myself but for those i hurt. They have to deal with it. This one guy just last night was all covertly trying to get me to 'see the light'. But I was like whatever. Hey! I know what I want in a man and in a mate. If you don't cut well then that's just to fucking bad. I'm obviously not what you need in a woman or a mate then! SO just suck it!
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