A night at The Church
Last night I did my weekly routine and went to the church. It was different this time because I went with Brek, where as I usually go with my brother. I arrived at his place at about 9:30 where we proceeded to talk for about 15 minutes. Nothing special, then we made our way to the Church. We passed through most of Arlington. Did you know there was a Wax Museum? I didn't! It looks pretty interesting and Brek says they have a really kewl room with a life size alien from the movie Aliens. A little spooky to me but that would be kind of neat to see. We talked some about Six Flags and nothing really important, then we just got quiet and drove to the Church. Now we got there probably around 10:15 which is pretty early for me, we usually don't even leave my brother's place until 10:30 if not, 11:00. Originally we had decided not to drink that night because we really weren't in the mood, but once we were there we went ahead and got ourselves a little something. Brek got his usual, which the Bartender just looked at him, they did this head nod thing and he had his drink. Somebody goes there a little too much. hehehe. I got of course my usual Cherry Vodka Sour and we stood around for a bit. It was quite chilly on the lower level so Brek and I made our way upstairs. We sat down at a table and watched the few people who were dancing, sipped our drink (well I did, Brek practically downed his in one gulp.. no I exagerate), and talked. Brek got up for a bit to walk around or something and I sat there just 'brooding' and watching people. Then all of a sudden, DJ Virus played my song and of course I had to get on the dance floor. Not too far into the song Brek joined me. DJ Virus played a really wierd mix last night, sure he played a lot of his usual stuff, but he played a lot of new music too. And he wasn't playing the stuff he usually does in order. In fact he never did play his special "Death of Dead Stars Farewell" mix. It was all sorts of wierd, but all sorts of fun at the same time. Brek and I danced a lot together and we took a nice break in the middle too. We had some water, went outside, and just took in the nice breeze. Eventually the people trying to sing Karaoke made us go back into the main room where we were disappointed to find we had missed a great song, "Stigmata" by Ministry. We like dancing to that one. Nevertheless we still got our groove on and danced to a lot of great songs. Sam and Jill found us and we danced with them too. Jill said I looked hella cute last night. Hey I haven't even described what I was wearing yet! Pht.. silly me.
Ok, so my outfit is this cute dress that my mother bought for me. It's a fifties a-line cut dress. The top part of it is a basic strapped thing.. I'm sure I have a pic of me in it. Plus I had on my green and black stripped tights, the must have black boots, and... some arm bands I had made from old stockings. My hair was not in it's usual spikes but in tiny little pony tails that made it spike all over. It's really cute, but when I see my reflection or shadow of it, I feel like Medusa. Brek wanted to call me serpent woman, I wasn't too fond of that name. I had green eye shadow, and the usual black eye-liner (as did Brek) and I did those black dots over my eye brows that I like. This time I used a Sharpee instead of eyeliner or paint because those come off too easily and I sweat a lot when I dance. It actually worked really well but I'm going to try a Rub-a-Dub next time, those don't run with sweat. So I was hot.. yeah that's right. I was! Brek had on some new pants that he had bought that had silver loops down the legs and zippers. He wore his bondage belt and collar and this dark blue sleeveless shirt. Did I mention how nice his arms are? And you know what I sucker I am for arms. Plus he's got a killer back.. again, I'm also a shouder and back girl. How can I stand it you ask? Oh... believe you me, it's so freaking hard!
So we were doing the dancing thing and he decided to take a break. He was gone for mayhaps one song then they played a song I wasn't expecting them to play! It is one of my favorite VNV Nation songs; "Beloved." I've been listening to this song practically none stop for the past couple days and there was no way that Brek was going to simply stand there during one of 'my' songs. Oh man and he's glad I made him dance with me too. hehehe. The song is so strong and passionate and the words are simply exquisite, I'm sure I've blogged them on here before.
It's colder than before, The seasons took all they had come for.
Now winter dances here, it seems so fitting don't you think?
To Dress the ground in white, and grey
It's so quiet I can hear….
My thoughts touching every second I spent, waiting for you.
But circumstances afford me, No second chance to tell you,
How much I've missed you
My beloved do you know, When the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass,
And please don't ask me why I'm here,
Something deeper brought me Than I need to remember.
We were both young and blessed with wings,
No height we did not reach, there was no heaven in which we did not soar.
There’s something deeper burned in us
I don't regret the choices that I've made, I know you feel the same.
My beloved do you know
How many times I stared at clouds
Thinking that I saw you there
Well these are feelings that do not pass, so easily, how I can't forget what we claimed is ours.
Moments lost in time remains I’m so proud of what we were
No pain remains No feeling, just Eternity awaits.
So grant me wings that I might fly, my restless soul is longing
No pain remains, No feeling Eternity awaits.
My beloved do you know, when the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass.
Please don't ask me why I'm here, well something deeper brings me,
Than I need to remember.
My beloved do you know, when the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass.
Something deeper burned in us,
I don't regret the choices that I've made, I know you feel the same.
Moments lost in time remains, I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains No feeling Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly, when My restless soul is longing
No pain remains No feeling Eternity awaits
Moments lost in time remains when I’m so proud of what we were,
No pain remains no feelings, Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly, My restless soul is longing
No pain remains no feeling, Eternity awaits
Moments lost in time remains when I’m so proud of what we were,
No pain remains no feeling, Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly, My restless soul is longing
No pain remains no feelings, just Eternity awaits.
Brek and I got really close during this song and the passion and intensity between us really came forth. He said had the song been about 20 seconds longer he wouldn't have been able to help himself, all sense would have flown out the window, and he would have kissed me. Well, he used other words but you get the point. Yeah we're both struggling a lot here. But it's going to be o.k. We just gotta be strong.
At around 2:00 we left because Brek had to get up early for work. Of course the moment we step outide the club they start to play the good music. We stand out by his car and hold each other, dancing to the music. But he has to get home so we hop in the car and go back to his place. We had planned on dancing to the songs we missed back at his place, but instead we just cuddled on the couch to them, which was perfectly fine for me. But it was getting late and we were both tired. He walked me to my car and we talked some more, held each other some more, and drove each other nutz some more. Apparently I have a very bitable neck and he had to restrain himself. He even said it was taking all he had in him to not pick me up and take me back in with him. Oh I would have loved for him to do that. But we can't. We won't see each other for another week. He's working and I'm going to Oklahoma for a few days. He says it's going to be good for us, but I don't know. I just can't get him out of my head.
Last night I did my weekly routine and went to the church. It was different this time because I went with Brek, where as I usually go with my brother. I arrived at his place at about 9:30 where we proceeded to talk for about 15 minutes. Nothing special, then we made our way to the Church. We passed through most of Arlington. Did you know there was a Wax Museum? I didn't! It looks pretty interesting and Brek says they have a really kewl room with a life size alien from the movie Aliens. A little spooky to me but that would be kind of neat to see. We talked some about Six Flags and nothing really important, then we just got quiet and drove to the Church. Now we got there probably around 10:15 which is pretty early for me, we usually don't even leave my brother's place until 10:30 if not, 11:00. Originally we had decided not to drink that night because we really weren't in the mood, but once we were there we went ahead and got ourselves a little something. Brek got his usual, which the Bartender just looked at him, they did this head nod thing and he had his drink. Somebody goes there a little too much. hehehe. I got of course my usual Cherry Vodka Sour and we stood around for a bit. It was quite chilly on the lower level so Brek and I made our way upstairs. We sat down at a table and watched the few people who were dancing, sipped our drink (well I did, Brek practically downed his in one gulp.. no I exagerate), and talked. Brek got up for a bit to walk around or something and I sat there just 'brooding' and watching people. Then all of a sudden, DJ Virus played my song and of course I had to get on the dance floor. Not too far into the song Brek joined me. DJ Virus played a really wierd mix last night, sure he played a lot of his usual stuff, but he played a lot of new music too. And he wasn't playing the stuff he usually does in order. In fact he never did play his special "Death of Dead Stars Farewell" mix. It was all sorts of wierd, but all sorts of fun at the same time. Brek and I danced a lot together and we took a nice break in the middle too. We had some water, went outside, and just took in the nice breeze. Eventually the people trying to sing Karaoke made us go back into the main room where we were disappointed to find we had missed a great song, "Stigmata" by Ministry. We like dancing to that one. Nevertheless we still got our groove on and danced to a lot of great songs. Sam and Jill found us and we danced with them too. Jill said I looked hella cute last night. Hey I haven't even described what I was wearing yet! Pht.. silly me.
Ok, so my outfit is this cute dress that my mother bought for me. It's a fifties a-line cut dress. The top part of it is a basic strapped thing.. I'm sure I have a pic of me in it. Plus I had on my green and black stripped tights, the must have black boots, and... some arm bands I had made from old stockings. My hair was not in it's usual spikes but in tiny little pony tails that made it spike all over. It's really cute, but when I see my reflection or shadow of it, I feel like Medusa. Brek wanted to call me serpent woman, I wasn't too fond of that name. I had green eye shadow, and the usual black eye-liner (as did Brek) and I did those black dots over my eye brows that I like. This time I used a Sharpee instead of eyeliner or paint because those come off too easily and I sweat a lot when I dance. It actually worked really well but I'm going to try a Rub-a-Dub next time, those don't run with sweat. So I was hot.. yeah that's right. I was! Brek had on some new pants that he had bought that had silver loops down the legs and zippers. He wore his bondage belt and collar and this dark blue sleeveless shirt. Did I mention how nice his arms are? And you know what I sucker I am for arms. Plus he's got a killer back.. again, I'm also a shouder and back girl. How can I stand it you ask? Oh... believe you me, it's so freaking hard!
So we were doing the dancing thing and he decided to take a break. He was gone for mayhaps one song then they played a song I wasn't expecting them to play! It is one of my favorite VNV Nation songs; "Beloved." I've been listening to this song practically none stop for the past couple days and there was no way that Brek was going to simply stand there during one of 'my' songs. Oh man and he's glad I made him dance with me too. hehehe. The song is so strong and passionate and the words are simply exquisite, I'm sure I've blogged them on here before.
It's colder than before, The seasons took all they had come for.
Now winter dances here, it seems so fitting don't you think?
To Dress the ground in white, and grey
It's so quiet I can hear….
My thoughts touching every second I spent, waiting for you.
But circumstances afford me, No second chance to tell you,
How much I've missed you
My beloved do you know, When the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass,
And please don't ask me why I'm here,
Something deeper brought me Than I need to remember.
We were both young and blessed with wings,
No height we did not reach, there was no heaven in which we did not soar.
There’s something deeper burned in us
I don't regret the choices that I've made, I know you feel the same.
My beloved do you know
How many times I stared at clouds
Thinking that I saw you there
Well these are feelings that do not pass, so easily, how I can't forget what we claimed is ours.
Moments lost in time remains I’m so proud of what we were
No pain remains No feeling, just Eternity awaits.
So grant me wings that I might fly, my restless soul is longing
No pain remains, No feeling Eternity awaits.
My beloved do you know, when the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass.
Please don't ask me why I'm here, well something deeper brings me,
Than I need to remember.
My beloved do you know, when the warm wind comes again
Another year will start to pass.
Something deeper burned in us,
I don't regret the choices that I've made, I know you feel the same.
Moments lost in time remains, I am so proud of what we were
No pain remains No feeling Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly, when My restless soul is longing
No pain remains No feeling Eternity awaits
Moments lost in time remains when I’m so proud of what we were,
No pain remains no feelings, Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly, My restless soul is longing
No pain remains no feeling, Eternity awaits
Moments lost in time remains when I’m so proud of what we were,
No pain remains no feeling, Eternity awaits
Grant me wings that I might fly, My restless soul is longing
No pain remains no feelings, just Eternity awaits.
Brek and I got really close during this song and the passion and intensity between us really came forth. He said had the song been about 20 seconds longer he wouldn't have been able to help himself, all sense would have flown out the window, and he would have kissed me. Well, he used other words but you get the point. Yeah we're both struggling a lot here. But it's going to be o.k. We just gotta be strong.
At around 2:00 we left because Brek had to get up early for work. Of course the moment we step outide the club they start to play the good music. We stand out by his car and hold each other, dancing to the music. But he has to get home so we hop in the car and go back to his place. We had planned on dancing to the songs we missed back at his place, but instead we just cuddled on the couch to them, which was perfectly fine for me. But it was getting late and we were both tired. He walked me to my car and we talked some more, held each other some more, and drove each other nutz some more. Apparently I have a very bitable neck and he had to restrain himself. He even said it was taking all he had in him to not pick me up and take me back in with him. Oh I would have loved for him to do that. But we can't. We won't see each other for another week. He's working and I'm going to Oklahoma for a few days. He says it's going to be good for us, but I don't know. I just can't get him out of my head.
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