Another Lonely Friday Night

I hate guys!!!

An Unforgettable Evening

Sunday: My evening began with me tearing threw my old prom/banquet dresses, desperately searching for one to wear to the Banquet that was to take place in about an hour or so. After trying them all on I realized how unsuitable they all were. Either I was too fat for it, or I was to small in certain areas for it. **sighs with frustration** Dashing into my room with no choices chosen I had one of those moments where everything just seems to make so much sense. "Of course! I'll wear my goth dress" This was good b/c hey its one hell of a dress, i wouldn't have to change when I got to Kelly's (Sam, Kelly, Krystin and I were going dancing after the banquet) and well.. I look great in it. Speadily I got dressed. Oh I have to mention my hair b/c it was so cute. I braided to front part into two braids and put the rest in a bun. Very shiek! So off to banquet. I sped off towards Denton and headed for the Texas Woman's University Campus. Man, I must have circled that place ten times before I finally asked a cop for directions. The building was a bit dull and drab, the entertainment was a bore, and the food was edible. Though it wasn't that great, I did enjoy spending time with my friends and speaking with Mike. (we have a date on friday... that's another blog) **beams**

At about 9:30 I had had enough and headed off towards Lewisville to Kelly's Apartment. Upon arriving, the four of us piled into Sam's car (which is my old car) and headed off towards Deep Ellum and my favorite club, The Church. As we drove we chatted and sang and just sort of chilled. During the festivities I sat back and noticed that there was something hard and pointy sitting close to my right boob. I poked and prodded at it wondering what it could be. At first I thought it was a bead or some sort of decoration that I had never before noticed. After continuous inspection I looked at my left boob and didn't find anything there. A little worried and curious I asked Sam to turn on the lights. I started to scream. Kristin noticed and she started to scream. Kelly looked back and she too screamed. There it was, a bright blue beetle stuck between the two layers of my dress. I continued to shriek as Kristin and Kelly tried to get it loose (hey i wasn't going to touch it! I hate bugs!) **shivers** But my dress was too tight to get the stupid thing out. Suddenly there was an aweful smell. Yeah it couldn't have just been a normal beetle. No, because that's just my life, it was a stink bug!! Sam rolled down the window, Kristin pinned to bug so it wouldn't get loose, Kelly convinced Sam to pull over, and I continued to scream. So Sam pulled over into a McDonald's Parking Lot and the three of us (the girls) still screaming, jumped out of the car and tried desperately to free the stinky prisoner. Suddenly it disappeared. "Is it off!?" .. "I don't know! I can't find it!" .... more screaming! .... Kelly found the thing on my back. I squirmed, I jiggled, I wiggled, I shook, and I shrieked until we finally saw the enormous creature run into the darkness of the night. Ughh!!! ...... Well we settled back into the car and I drenched myself in some of Kelly's perfume. (note to self: buy yourself some of that perfume. Called "Heaven" brought to you by Gap) Off to Dallas.

Upon arriving at the club we began to dance, talk with friends, and the others (not me) drank. It was turning out to be quite a fun evening. Then Kelly, Krystin, and I headed over to make some requests to the DJ. And guess who decided to show up? If you guessed Bob, you would be right! There he was...... **rubs head** I lead him to the outside porch and found a nice quiet deserted area for us to talk. He sat down and I just starred at him. So many emotions and thoughts were running around through me it was like a hurricane inside. He stood up and leaned over..
Bob: I told you you could kick my butt.. so go ahead.
Me: No.
I stood him up and just looked at him. Then with as much anger, frustration, and strength as I could muster, I slapped the hell out of him. Now that I think about it, I think I hit him pretty hard.
Bob: Thank you.
I couldn't take it. I broke down and began to sob. Then I yelled at him. He sat down and sort of pulled up into a ball as I continued to cry and yell. I sat down and just sobbed. I was so mad. I was so hurt. I was so angry. I was so frustrated. He put his arms around me and tried to comfort me but I pushed him away. I wish I could express what was going on inside me, but it's just too hard. After a while I settled down and we talked. It was nice to just be with him again, to smell him again, to see him again. We went back inside and spent the rest of the evening talking, dancing, and just being together.

But that is not all that happened. He finally got to meet my brother. Sam didn't want to meet him but when Bob and I came out for the second time Sam and all the others were outside as well. By this time however, Sam was too drunk to even care. I don't think I have ever seen him this drunk before. A couple times he fell and oftenly he would start shouting the wierdest stuff. I didn't care to much because it was quite hilarious. But that would soon change. Bob was talking to the DJ while I was dancing when suddenly Kristin and Darin (one of our friends who would be catching a ride home with us) came up to me looking for Kelly and Sam. After a while Kelly came up to me, handed me the keys (since I was the only one sober enough to drive). At first I figured that's ok I sort of know the way home and it is my old car. But I didn't realize that she meant we had to leave right then. Sadly I walked over to Bob and told him I had to go. As we walked out the DJ played a great song and Kelly, Sam, Darin, and Krystin decided to dance. Bob wanted me to too, but I wanted to spend my last moments there with him. Once they had finished dancing they all stumbled outside. Bob and I said goodbye (only God knows when I'll ever see him again) and I followed my bro and his friends out to the car. Once again we all piled in, plus one more, and headed home. The drive home was aweful and I was so pissed. We had to leave early b/c Sam was totally wasted. As we drove Sam and Darin decided to get naked. Thankfully Kelly stopped them before they went too far. ugh what a night. They were all talking loud, shouting, and just being stupid. Yeah my anger-meter was rising. Then Sam and Darin decided they had to pee and since no gas stations are open at 2 in the morning we had to pull of the side of the road. I wasn't paying attention while I sat there until Kelly started to yell. Sam had decided to lay down and go to sleep on the middle of the service road!!!! I yelled at Darin to go get him but Kelly lept out of the car and retrieved him. So we started off again. A few minutes later as we sped through Grapevine Sam started to moan. They yelled for me to pull over and I did. Sam fell out of the car and proceeded to throw-up. Ickers and a half!! He managed to vomit all over himself, luckily not in the car. We made it back to Lewisville without another incident. Kelly walked me to my car, profusely apologizing, and I drove home. ......... This has to have been one of the best and one of the worst nights of my life.