Wednesday, July 07, 2004

From the Heavens...

While I was driving home tonight from church I saw one of the most amazing sights. I was simply driving down the road, not really thinking of anything, just driving and looking around. Well, I happened to look up into the sky at the right moment and thought I was seeing an airplane. In that split second that I first saw the thing it seemed to be too bright to be an airplane. Quickly my eyes focused and I realized it wasn't an airplane I was seeing but a meteor (or something of that sort)! It burned bright blue as it was falling down. The the intense blue changed into a hot red/orangy color, then again it shined back to its blue. It was beautiful, awesomely beautiful. Sadly, like most meteors, it quickly died and was gone.I could still see the vivid glow in my mind. And my eyes struggled to regain focus as though they had been scorched from staring too long at the sun or a welder's torch. What allowed me to take in so much of the falling phenomenon was that it moved slowly. That's why I thought it was an airplane; because most shooting stars that you see are so fast that they are there and gone before your mind even registers that you saw a shooting star. I was in total shock. I had just witnessed something so rare and precious. I wonder if anyone else had seen what I had seen.

Monday, July 05, 2004

dragon
Dragon:
Dragons are very mysterious creatures who often
live alone in caves with hoards of gold. You
keep yourself from others and contain many
armoured plates for defence. However, you will
be kind to others if they are kind to you. You
are very thrifty and rarely waste any money.


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Emotionally Unstable

Some moments are good.. some moments are bad. I'm pissed off or I'm really depressed or something. My emotions are just all over the place and I can't seem to focus. I started school again today and I might get a job in Ft. Worth. Maybe those will help distract me from my suffering. Of course, that means I get to spend less time with Brek. Not that I've been spending that much time with him since Skinny Puppy. He didn't call me all weekend, he said he would call me Saturday. He sent me an e-mail this morning, but perhaps it would have been better he hadn't. I feel so stupid. Friday night he told me he had plans with his mother, helping her out again, but in the e-mail, he said he didn't remember what he did at all and ended up going to see fireworks. He didn't say with whom.. could have been his mother.. could have been with.. her. Then after work on Sunday, he went dancing. **sniffle** I don't know what I'm feeling. I just hurt. That's all i know.