Wierd Messages
I was talking with my friend Justin tonight and I got some really wierd vibes from him. Our conversation of course started very casual, just BSing and chatting. Excitedly I told him that I was planning on going to Florida for my Christmas break from school. He delighted to hear the news b/c I mentioned that I'd be stopping in Montgomery to visit him.
Me: So what is there to do in Montgomery?
Justin: Cuddling, Drinking, and fornication. That's why I travel so much.
Me: I can't do any of those!
Justin: You can do the first one.
Me: Uh.. Rick is coming.
Justin: oh.. well nevermind then.
Me: I hope you two don't kill each other.
Justin: Why would you think that?
Me: I don't know. I don't want you two fighting.
Justin: It'll only happen if he sees me for the threat I am.
Me: You're a threat!?
So from this little ditty I feel that Justin still has feelings for me. Maybe not as strong as they were back in April and then in May, but there is some semblance of want in there... right? I mean.. why would he be a threat if he didn't still care for me in a way that is more than a friend? The conversation continued along and I announced the possibility of spending next summer in Hawaii with my family and doing some internship work there. (will discuss in another Blog) He seemed some what concerned about me leaving which frustrated me b/c I expected him to be all for it. The fact that I'd be out living my life and experiencing new things should totally excite him b/c he's that kind of person. I was like well it's a good opportunity for my career and a hella fun summer idea.
Justin: What about people you'll be leaving behind.
Me:I have no friends in this area, they all live in Denton and I don't see them anyways during the summer. My bro can take care of himself and I'm sure wouldn't mind looking after Vamp.
Justin: And Rick and I?
Me: **did he just say "and I?" ** Well Rick isn't happy but he knows how important my work is to me. I figured you'd be ok with this b/c it's something different and such.
Justin: I am excited, but are you prepared for what you will come home to?
This statement really boggled my mind. What is going to change? Is there going to be something different that I'll be coming home to? I'm so lost. I'm probably reading too much into this but that doesn't sound like the concern of just a friend to me.
*Some names have been changed and all quote are not 100% accurate. Come on people you can't expect me to remember a whole conversation!*
I was talking with my friend Justin tonight and I got some really wierd vibes from him. Our conversation of course started very casual, just BSing and chatting. Excitedly I told him that I was planning on going to Florida for my Christmas break from school. He delighted to hear the news b/c I mentioned that I'd be stopping in Montgomery to visit him.
Me: So what is there to do in Montgomery?
Justin: Cuddling, Drinking, and fornication. That's why I travel so much.
Me: I can't do any of those!
Justin: You can do the first one.
Me: Uh.. Rick is coming.
Justin: oh.. well nevermind then.
Me: I hope you two don't kill each other.
Justin: Why would you think that?
Me: I don't know. I don't want you two fighting.
Justin: It'll only happen if he sees me for the threat I am.
Me: You're a threat!?
So from this little ditty I feel that Justin still has feelings for me. Maybe not as strong as they were back in April and then in May, but there is some semblance of want in there... right? I mean.. why would he be a threat if he didn't still care for me in a way that is more than a friend? The conversation continued along and I announced the possibility of spending next summer in Hawaii with my family and doing some internship work there. (will discuss in another Blog) He seemed some what concerned about me leaving which frustrated me b/c I expected him to be all for it. The fact that I'd be out living my life and experiencing new things should totally excite him b/c he's that kind of person. I was like well it's a good opportunity for my career and a hella fun summer idea.
Justin: What about people you'll be leaving behind.
Me:I have no friends in this area, they all live in Denton and I don't see them anyways during the summer. My bro can take care of himself and I'm sure wouldn't mind looking after Vamp.
Justin: And Rick and I?
Me: **did he just say "and I?" ** Well Rick isn't happy but he knows how important my work is to me. I figured you'd be ok with this b/c it's something different and such.
Justin: I am excited, but are you prepared for what you will come home to?
This statement really boggled my mind. What is going to change? Is there going to be something different that I'll be coming home to? I'm so lost. I'm probably reading too much into this but that doesn't sound like the concern of just a friend to me.
*Some names have been changed and all quote are not 100% accurate. Come on people you can't expect me to remember a whole conversation!*
