Quote of the Day!

"All it took was a new hair cut and tight pants." - Angie

Even more lost and confused...

So I thought I had everything figured out... yeah right! David and I are just going to be friends b/c he's with Martha. Not only that, I was actually begining to move on. What really helps is church because it reminds me to focus on Christ and know that the one I'm meant to be with is out there. I had to remember the kind of man I really want to be with, an honorable man of God who will worship and serve Him by my side and who will lead me closer to Him. When I look at David, I don't see that happening and once I realized it, it made it easier to move on. But then my mom said something that shocked me and made everything all the more confusing. We were all having dinner ( my family and I) and I said something about how David reminds me of my dad because they have so much in common and just the other night Dave started talking in this Mr. Bill voice. **shivers** Yeah it's really wierd. Then my mom kind of smiled and looked at me.
"See," she said, "when you were having problems with that boy from Oklahoma (i.e. Rick) I prayed that God would get rid of him if he wasn't meant for you and bring the one that was, quickly... quickly!" So she is inferring that I'm supposed to be with David. I retorted, "Well Jason was around at the same time too." Then she responded, "Yes, but who's the one who is around? God got rid of the one you weren't supposed to be with."

Le sigh. Do you see the predicament I'm in? I mean, would my mother continue to believe in this theory if she knew more about Dave? I mean there is a lot that she doesn't know! There is out whole Dave/Martha/Me situation that is just chaos, his past, his present, our present, and the whole fact that he isn't a christian makes it that much more complicated. Now I always go to my mom about these kinds of things b/c she's got the low down with God. He and her are tight. In fact, she is the reason I broke up with Rick. Because she disapproved and said she didn't feel right about him, I thought long and hard, and ended our relationship. It would be kewl if my mom was right.. but I just don't know. I got alot more praying to do.