Reaquanted with Jay Jay
Yay! I'm so happy! Today I was able to call Brek and Jacob to apologize. I was slightly nervous because I didn't know what was going to happen and I didn't want to upset anyone anymore. So first I called Jacob. No one answered, so I left him a message to call me back. Then I called Brek. Brek didn't answer his phone, as I figured, so I just left him a message. I honestly don't think I'll ever hear from him again. And right now, I'm ok with that. I even put the picture of him and me away. So I left the message and continued with my day.
Within like 15 minutes my phone started to ring and I didn't recognize the number. Quickly I answered it, it was Jacob! I couldn't believe he called! I was so relieved and so excited all at the same time. I gave him a cheery response and quickly gone down to the point. I told him that I had been praying and that some issues and realizations had come to my mind. I started to tear up as I apologized for all the sillyness and akwardness that had occured between us and for my not treating him properly. I told him of my anger and the bitterness I had allowed to root in my heart. He was very accepting and right away forgave me. Oh you couldn't believe how happy I was. We then just talked to each other about what had happened since we last parted. We're both being blessed so much and I'm so excited about what the Lord is doing in Jay Jay's life. And I can't stop thanking the Lord for helping our friendship. This time I'm definately going to be much more careful.
Yay! I'm so happy! Today I was able to call Brek and Jacob to apologize. I was slightly nervous because I didn't know what was going to happen and I didn't want to upset anyone anymore. So first I called Jacob. No one answered, so I left him a message to call me back. Then I called Brek. Brek didn't answer his phone, as I figured, so I just left him a message. I honestly don't think I'll ever hear from him again. And right now, I'm ok with that. I even put the picture of him and me away. So I left the message and continued with my day.
Within like 15 minutes my phone started to ring and I didn't recognize the number. Quickly I answered it, it was Jacob! I couldn't believe he called! I was so relieved and so excited all at the same time. I gave him a cheery response and quickly gone down to the point. I told him that I had been praying and that some issues and realizations had come to my mind. I started to tear up as I apologized for all the sillyness and akwardness that had occured between us and for my not treating him properly. I told him of my anger and the bitterness I had allowed to root in my heart. He was very accepting and right away forgave me. Oh you couldn't believe how happy I was. We then just talked to each other about what had happened since we last parted. We're both being blessed so much and I'm so excited about what the Lord is doing in Jay Jay's life. And I can't stop thanking the Lord for helping our friendship. This time I'm definately going to be much more careful.
